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My Descent, Your Deprivation

by A Slow Descent/Spidery Renovation

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A Slow Descent - Zeus From the Stars 03:34
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A Slow Descent - The Black Lodge 04:26
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A Slow Descent - Blood of the Owl 06:07
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A Slow Descent - Terraforming Sequence 04:37
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A Slow Descent - Jackal Fever 07:34
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Spidery Renovation - Filial Piety 03:43
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Spidery Renovation - Unknown Track 06:10
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What do i need? The cure to calm me. Reassurance. Silence to remind me. How do i go? I am sorry. Is lying worth it? Am i deprived? Why should i feed? What will happen? It all just feels blank. I need something higher. I want to believe. But you force me to not. Don't even listen to me. It's not worth it. I don't want to want. I need to need. Is it worth it? Should i keep going? Who am i to fight? Who am i to ask? Don't ask questions. The answer is in front of you. It was carved in stone. Your name. There is the same amount of unknown in the past as there is in the future. We hold nothing. We held nothing. Keep trying. It's not so cold. Move along . Stay in your place. Take me with you. It feels too far. No Let it go. It'll love you more.
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Spidery Renovation - A to X 02:52
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Spidery Renovation - A Messiest Win 08:23
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It's happening again. My body can't help it. I'm giving in. I'm fighting myself. It doesn't matter either way. The end is always the same. It's not your concern. You have no part. Eventually we can both laugh. For now you are alone. As I once was. Eventually it's a great memory. The mind is the real weapon. Often turning on itself. Those haunting ideas. They don't really exist. Eventually, both sides stop fighting. It all caves in on itself. Is it always like this? You aren't real.

about

well we're both back, after short "breaks". since we're both working together on another separate project, sugar deprivation, we figured since that will likely take a while, we'd do another split. but, this time it is a full length. even though this was made with the intention of being out before sugar deprivation, i wouldn't think of it as filler or something like that. both sets of tracks are probably the best from both, with mine (nixon) in particular being far beyond where inrepertus left off. i like to think of that one as a chapter closer anyway, so this is something new. maybe it's my sudden love for the cure, i'm not sure. at first, i consciously tried to write differently than usual for this split, but i realized that what i was originally doing (sound collages, again), was just gonna feel redundant, so i started writing like regular. this is the result of that. think no pussyfooting, this heat, the cure, and have a nice life all happening at once. also, the name change is just for this, because the songs are so different. as for asd's side, he picks up where he left off on his last full length. he's started to be less of a drone/ambient project and seems to almost make some of this stuff be dance-y, much more traditional structurally. but, it's still obviously asd. anyway, thanks for jamming this. play it loud. it's sphericore.

-nixon

credits

released October 31, 2015

a slow descent- everything on asd side
brendan nixon- everything on the sr side
jacob scheppler- cover photo
nash- photos elsewhere
brandon nikon- various edits
a web- massive inspiration

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