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The Youth Who Dream Homicide

from The Reason to Get Up in the Morning by Analgesin

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written during the end of a cycle of depression. we all know from the outside that life will get better, but it never seems like it at the time

dedicated to mark kozelek, for curing mine and someone else's depression (medicine bottle was literal in this case)

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This river never seems to end. Apparently there's supplies. A mile downstream. But, there is no pretty color to guide me. The light at the end of the tunnel is only a train Could I jump on? Or embrace the alloy. The constantly ticking clock of youth to infirmity. We gain so much freedom. But, lose so many fighters. It's only looking from the hill, that we see how high we climbed. As tired as we now are, at least we made the passage. Wallowing in fear brings little payoff. It took a monk to explain. But, once you're dead, you're fucking dead. Brendan Nixon is fucking dead. It happened eventually. Sorry for my vulgarity. But, Sam said it first. I still have time to grow. But, Mark said it better. The years of tag behind me. The years of segregation ahead. But hey, it can't be all bad. I made it through 16 of these. Deprived my senses. Swallowed the analgesic.

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from The Reason to Get Up in the Morning, released May 15, 2016

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